Dear Sharenator Members.

Dear Sharenator Members

When thinking about how much my life has changed over the last few weeks it astounds me to think that I almost ended it all before I met you. That is not to say that it isn’t hard, life hardly isn’t hard these days. But know that I always have you to "catch" me of sorts is comforting. Having a friend these days is a commodity that should be everyone’s pleasure to have. Recently I have tried to go out more and try to make friends that will take time on account of my low social skills. But I think I will manage. High school is well... high school, same old same old. And living on my own is a challenge in of its self. Balancing work with the social time I have is defiantly a chore. But recently I have switched medications, they kind of interfere with my sleep schedule but that can be forgiven when I take into account how much less they cost, a bottle that did cost two hundred dollars a month is now only costing fifty dollars a month. I can’t say much for my family, having almost no contact with them had helped me clear up my mind. The drama that they involve themselves in was un-doubly a big factor in my ill mental state. I hope to hear from you soon. Write as soon as you can fellow Members.


  • DJ9090
  • March 16, 2012, 1:54 pm
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  • 7

    Dear Dustin,

    I am no poet but,

    It's great to be a man, damn right I am
    I live off ramen, beer, and spam
    We can go into public with our erections
    Bitch please, I don't need directions

    Get drunk and watch IT, things got a clown
    Got my own toilet, who said what about it being down?
    In public freely "readjust" your crotch
    Who cares, go ahead, let everyone watch.

    Great to hear you're doing better now then before. Life's not perfect, but before you know it, things can start to look up.

    Go have yourself a nice day.


  • 6

    Dear Dustin

    It's very good to hear that you are doing better and that you did not take your life. Just know that Life Isn't easy but as we are told it's worth it in the end. I hope you continue to do better.

    You're friend

    • Kodi93
    • March 16, 2012, 2:24 pm
    - ysay May 18, 2012, 5:34 am
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    I'm not really sure about the issue here, but there was possible suicide involved. Suicide is fucking stupid. If you're willing to take your own life at any point, you're now the most free person on the planet. No matter how dangerous something is, no matter how illegal, you can now give it a shot. If there's ever a choice between killing yourself, and doing anything you ever wanted to do without repercussions that you would care about, what are you going to choose?
    In case you ever feel a need again, don't. Instead, climb a mountain. Go travelling. Start a life in the remote jungle of your choice, completely change everything you do, and the way you see life. If anything happens to you, and you were seriously considering suicide, then why care?
    Better yet, if nothing happens to you while living the life of your choice, chances are you'll start loving life again.

    i bow to you
    that was amazing :)
    - MissRandom March 16, 2012, 8:34 pm
    Thanks, although it's only in my writing, not my idea :)
    It's "The World is your Oyster" theory for suicidal people.
    - Jackylegs March 18, 2012, 3:19 am
    thanks.. i shall read more about it :)
    - MissRandom March 18, 2012, 5:21 am
  • 4

    Remember Dustin, It always gets better. There's something that my father told me since I was really close to acting the same way. "Problems are temporary, death is permanent."

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    Glad you didn't do anything daft.
    Just remember there will always be shit times, it's just the depth that varies, always make sure you're wearing big boots!

    • Math
    • March 16, 2012, 6:51 pm
  • 4

    Personal experience here.

    Fuck High School. No seriously. Being a good person didn't matter in high high school AT ALL. All the bitches were popular and all the douchebags had friends. That is not the case in college. You will have an amazing time in college my friend. ONLY IF you decide to completely change yourself I don't mean physically or severely mentally but if you go into college being a nice person to everyone you meet then you give them no reason to hate you and plenty of reasons to hang out.

    I know what you went through man and possibly worse I have no way of knowing. But if you say "fuck it" to the world and people that tossed you aside and strive to be an awesome person then in 15 years when you meet everyone at a high school reunion and you're a successful well rounded person YOU get to laugh at all the idiots who's best time was in high school where your best time will be the rest of your life.

    I am disappointed that you seriously considered suicide. Not disappointed in you but in the situation that made you feel like suicide was the best option. You were brave and courageous to look forward to the future. The times you feel down in life only make the happy moments so much better. I have considered suicide as well but will never take my own life. I realized that I was only 17 and had a majority of my life to live. Life is always going to get better.

    If you want to talk more I have plenty to say and know that feel man. Just remember that you're a boss and everyone else can suck it as you cruise to the top.

    Love (nohomo),


    TL;DR You're awesome.

    i love how everybody on here is so supportive and loving :)
    faith in humanity restored :)
    - MissRandom March 19, 2012, 2:53 pm
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    Enjoy the simple things.
    Far to many people set themselves goals which are seen to be what must be done, for example a relationship.. I personally think that If i'm enjoying my life then why do i need go change?
    Another example i really enjoy every night listening to music with a cold glass of coke and just relaxing, simple things like this have a huge impact...
    Just what i think any way

    Really agree with the music thing, also this dude is a highschooler living on his own? fucking props for that.
    - Turtlestlker March 16, 2012, 7:00 pm
    its a long story and I wanted to live on my own rather than be stuck in a foster home
    - DJ9090 March 16, 2012, 7:38 pm
    Understandable but props anyways for managing. Glad to see you hung in there.
    - Turtlestlker March 16, 2012, 9:59 pm
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    We're not going to type "Dear Dustin", because we just did.

    Forest Gump said "Life is like a box of chocolates...", and we never understood why he didn't just read the back. Others have gone through similar things to what everyone else has, or at the very least can help provide emotional support if not guidance in difficult times. The internet is a powerful tool in helping to find these people and by the looks of things you certainly found a good group here. If you ever feel the need to talk to someone we think it's safe to say everyone on this post (Including us) would be more then willing to listen. We hope for you the very best and that you can find stability in your life.

    Side Note: Here is a picture of a kitten, because kittens are adorable and can brighten anyone's day. It's a fact.
    cute kitten

    • Dawn
    • March 17, 2012, 4:55 am
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    tumblr m3mwyirguw1qcc302o2 500 - dear sharenator members.

    • Ertrov
    • May 18, 2012, 6:15 am
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    Thank you Kodi. means alot to hear words that that are not "hurrrr gayfag. hurp go die" im not a man of violence. but i will gladly punch someone like that

    • DJ9090
    • March 16, 2012, 4:54 pm
    Dear Dustin,

    I don't have much to say but i want to say that it is very hard to get this personal on the internet
    i admire your courage for both sharing and staying strong
    leave everything that hurts you and hold on to the little things that make you happy
    i myself have had very difficult time the past three years and i almost went in the worst directions to solve it
    i know how hard it is to move on or move at all when everything around you seems like it's just getting worse
    find that one friend that makes you happy
    find love but only if she is worth it (you don't want some1 that will just add drama to your life)
    graduate highschool with good grades so you can get into college and be the person you've always dreamt of
    think positevly and stay healthy my friend
    we all love you and care abour your well-being

    Your supporter,
    Snapps :)
    - MissRandom March 16, 2012, 5:56 pm
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    Thank you Snapps. Words of encuragement are always welcome and that you for understanding (with the peices i have given you) my situation. I have long though about going a weekly diary on Sharenator but Im not sure if it will be recepted well. But hey, not really a reasion not to try now is there?

    • DJ9090
    • March 16, 2012, 6:04 pm
    i would always support you
    and if you need any1 to talk to at any time
    i am here to listen :)
    PS: please use the reply button on the comment so you directly respond to me instead of on your own post
    because i can not tell if you responded on your post however if you replied directly to my comment then i will get a notification
    thank you dustin
    - MissRandom March 16, 2012, 6:08 pm
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    Also, try to use the reply button. :P

    And then listen to this. It's a song about suicide. It's basically this girl wanting to end her life, but this guy tells her why she shouldn't.

    Shouldn't this be a reply then... ?
    - GangsterMonkey March 16, 2012, 6:57 pm
    Not necessarily.
    - XxDaminalsxX March 16, 2012, 6:59 pm
    Yes, your talking to him about something which isn't about the post.. ?
    - GangsterMonkey March 16, 2012, 7:00 pm
    That's why I added the song at the bottom.
    - XxDaminalsxX March 16, 2012, 7:32 pm
  • 1

    Dear Dustin,
    I'm glad you're still here.
    We'll always be here for you, no matter what.
    Life is beautiful. You just have to look past all the ugly things people do.
    I wish you happiness.

  • 1

    Dear Dustin,
    Even though we never talked on this site before, I am SO glad you didn't take your own life. I don't know the whole situation, but from what I can tell you are going through a very hard time right now, and when it is all over (or gets better i should say) you will be glad you didn't take it. Music has always helped me through hard times, it might help you. And if you want to talk to sharenator members i suggest using the facebook group chat for sharenator!

    Your Friend,
    Lexie :)

  • 1

    Well Dustil

    You know me in rl. You've been doin fuckin great man.

    • Tyrus
    • March 17, 2012, 2:08 am
    i do know you irl??? huh ok :P
    - DJ9090 March 17, 2012, 10:12 am
    Yes... we have berndt.
    - Tyrus March 19, 2012, 2:01 pm
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    Being close to your only friend at this school for years. I am glad that you are my friend, you have helped me become the person I am today. You have helped me mature to help people more than I used to, as well as being a major reason why I am heading for law enforcement.

    If you ever need any help,
    Call Me.

    Your friend of 5 years through much more than anything I'd have ever expected,


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